I'm gonna try and really enjoy fall. Usually in late November and winter I'm in a deep dark depression. The kind where u can't even move. I'm hoping now that I'm medicated it will keep getting better. It's getting better every yr that I've been medicated properly.

I'm even thinking about decorating my apt for fall. I know my son would like it. I just don't know how much I can afford. But yeah I think I should try to.