I'm wishing more people had responded to this post. It's making me feel like a bit of a freak! Does no one else obsess, uncontrollably and intensely, on things that put your mind off kilter with guilt and misunderstanding/confusion? Things that aren't so much psychotic as maybe intensely irrational, putting too much importance maybe on my affect on people. Maybe I'm just finding it hard to put into words, or maybe I am just alone in this disturbing symptom, which may not sound all that disturbing, but it is.