Wow....where to begin. I am simply hoping to share similar experiences with other professionals who have found themselves with ADD. People who have spent decades as a management professional, but strangely with a employment lifespan of 2-3 years. Mutual separations with no reason given..... never really understanding why you failed and blamed everyone else....
Then one day, when your older and you're closing in on another 'mutual separation' you finally go and take 'the test'. AFter scoring off the chart, you go the human pharmacy who has you on adderall, ativan and freaking Bipolar meds???? who knew.

The meds make me feel better and help me see the complete jerk I have been to people. What they don't do, is give me back my power. I don't feel capable, pills or no pills to perform any type of management role. I feel so lost in myself......time is running out and I need to find where I fit or how to fix this.

Anyone relate?