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i found out, by my abuser no less, i was raped for 12 years as a child. i knew i was molested but i only remember 3 incidents. of course he uses the term "in a relationship for 12 years". i too used to feel disgusted after sex. i used to feel like a dirty piece of **** and that is what i deserved to feel like. and all kinds of negative emotions tied to sex. hey, some people need to know the truth to clear their mind. i was confused for years because of this abuse. i mean, years, possibly decades. i am barely getting a grip on who i am, i'm 27. because i didn't know what happened to me, it kept me ****ed up for a long time. i did drugs and all kinds of stupid **** because of it and put myself in horrible situations. so maybe for you, it is worth finding out. i know for me, it was. it helped me heal. idk.
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