Thank you zinco, I've just been feeling addicted to seroquel, if that is the way to put it, or dependent on it. When I skip a dose at night I feel insane, my thoughts go haywire. And psychiatrist says on that low dose that it is not for psychotic symptoms, so according to that for 10 yrs I haven't had any delusions and only used either anti depressants, am always using diazepam, and always seroquel for about that long now.

I never felt too good on antidepressants, the side effects seemed to outweigh any kind of benefit. And the benefit was just numbness, which I don't think is great.
FOr me, is what I'm saying, maybe for others they work.

some antidepressants do affect it, I know, I just tried lexapro a few months ago and the blood sugar spiked way higher.

The trazadone (tried it) didn't give me a restful sleep near like seroquel did for years. Mirtazapine makes you hungry as well. The thing is the docs know I have diabetes but don't make me quit this stuff. I guess I'm worried because my heart feels like its flip flopping. Thanks for listening and trying to help. I'm going to ask my gp for a heart test again, been forgetting to mention this for months