I have a lot going on. And my T knows that.

My appointments are on Wednesdays, but because the month has 5 Wednesdays, I was planning on skipping the 22 because I didn't have the money for it, and it's my birthday. It just worked out that taking that day off would make my finances balance out and would give me my birthday off.

Because I'm going through some difficult things, my T at my appointment this evening offered to see me for free on the 22, rather than skip the week. I didn't agree to anything, but she told me to let her know what I decide. On my way home from the appointment, she texts me and says that another client wants to come in on the 22 at my normal time and would I be okay with that?

Ugh. I know she needs to make money. And I know I didn't agree to the appointment. And I know I might not have ever agreed to it. But it just hurts.

I know I'm being unreasonable, but she just got done telling me she could see me, and then someone else takes the time.

I don't really have a point except to say that it sucks.