Hey Everyone!!! I am home now!! YAY!! I am very tired. But it feels good to be home. They think it could be some angina or stomach problems. I have to call a gastroenterologist tomorrow and set up an appt with him and get some tests done. If those turn out ok then I will have to get a heart cath done. The stress test went ok yesterday. They had me on oxygen most of the weekend, nitrogen pils and morphine for pain. So I was a bit loopy .. more than usual lol. I am so tired right now though.. Wednesday night is when this all went down. I had a very bad squeezing chest pain around my heart. It radiated up into my shoulder and neck and left arm. I know I know it was friday before I went to the hospital. But you see I kept thinking about my parents being older and all their health problems that they went and are going thru and do I want to prolong my life and do the same thing ? Do I want to try to live to be like that? I dont have kids I dont have anything to live for like that . But Some friends talked me into it. So I went. and here I am All should be ok ... I hope.

Thank you all so much for your kind words , thoughts , prayers, good vibes, anything you did or said to help me thru this. It meant the world to me. Love you all so much I hope you know that!!! Your the best friends in the whole world!!!!