Last year was pretty rough for me i went off my medications because i thought i was well and had a schizophrenic break after 6 months of being stable. The break was more like a manic phase i was extremely delusional and had a lot of social media rants and said horrible things about some of my friends. Friends that knew me and my diagnosis did not mind as much because i am a totally different person when stable. High function college student Mr. Nice guy always willing to lend a helping hand but my ex and her new bf in particular did not accept my apology when i sent a text asking for forgiveness explaining i was unstable. Right now some friends have decided to keep away so i want to know from previous experiences how have you rebuilt your reputation after falling ill i don't want to tell everyone about my sickness but i don't want to be seen as someone of questionable character. Please help