These symptoms relate to a number of conditions. I am schizoaffective and relate to some of them but other MI conditions will too.

The only thing I can say is that it took a while to get a SchizoA diagnosis after being originally diagnosed with Schizophrenia.

This was after a lot of observation and assessment with a psych. So its not a quick DX. My SchA episodes put me in hospital a number of times. I was not aware of any of the psychotic events as they were happening.

You seem to have excellent insight into your symptoms, which is often not the case for people with this disorder.

You should pursue your therapy to try and determine if you fit into the DX for Schizoaffective Disorder or any other disorder for that matter. Hopefully not.