There is no way I could convince her. We are complete opposites in every aspect. She likes driving far, I hate driving. She wants to travel to other countries and places every year, I have no desire to. She wants a huge house, I am content with having a small house. She wants lots of material possessions, I want as few material possessions as possible and I just want each other. She has completely different sexual tastes than me. There are only a few things we agree on. We both don't mind staying indoors most of the time playing video games. Well, maybe that's about it.

There is no one I can ask for help. That's why I come here. I mean, I am a pretty reasonable guy and this is too much for me to handle. I have a therapist but I feel like I'm going no where with her. I also will not be able to afford both a therapist and meds next year because I will be spending probably $300 a month extra of money that I don't even have.