No plan. A few months ago I decided how I want to do it; but it's not a guaranteed plan. I would never tell anyone except T and I found it pretty hard today to even tell her I was considering it. Actually, she flat out asked me was I considering suicide and I lied and said no. But it's not really a lie because I backed that up by letting her know that I'm really any kind of way because I haven't made any concrete decisions about anything. I'm just kind of in the pondering phase and to the point that I need to stop going back and forth and dangling the thread and just make the decision and live with it.