Ive been is mental health care since 2009 including constant therapy. Nothing seems to help me and nobody seems to take me seriously. No matter who i vent to my treatment team usually changes attitudes towards me and all it does is trigger me and make me feel worse. Sometimes i wish i didnt even exist or live. I mean, i have no job im not allowed to work i live in assisted living i dont have any friends and not much family. Im not doing anything but living off the government. Who would care?