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Originally Posted by junkDNA
i think im becoming a hateful person.it bothers me i guess.i just dont want to be around people anymore.because all i feel is angry and i have mean thoughts about them.of course i would never say it.i keep it in my head.idk what this is though.it seems to be getting worse.
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I am kinda similar in a way at the moment. I find that I come across as very cold because of my lack of emotion & finding it hard to talk to people. Add to that my general mistrust & I feel I'm just not the same towards people in person anymore.
Maybe you need to open up to a close friend or relative, maybe if they can understand that these thoughts are part of your illness, they will be someone you can confide in & not push away.