So sorry to hear this, ((SkyWhite)).
I don't know how things work in Canada in terms of medical care - is there not something else you can go on to?
We will still be here, so you won't be trying to manage totally alone. I can understand this is very stressful and it must feel terrifying - I would have thought your T would be suggesting a way forward for you.
I'm sorry, I don't know what else to say but please hang on as best you can.

Bluegrey