I had a really deep session with T today.. but now I feel really sick to my stomach.

I don't think I can go to my next session because I have to talk about the forbidden thing and I just feel sick that I told her. She was really caring and gave me hug, which helped a lot, and this was our first hug

(I've been seeing her for three years) I was at the brink of crying and my face is still hot but I don't think the tears will come out now. I just hate the sick feeling in my stomach, any ideas on how to stop it?
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I appreciate your help.... But even you can't save me from myself.
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Med cocktail:
Geodon 40 mg
Dapakote 1500 mg