It's not like a resort. What goes on in hospitals is reality and the reality is there's not any pleasant people looking after the mentally ill. And nowadays insurance won't admit you to a psych ward unless you're a threat to yourself or someone else. In the early 90's it was different - you could admit yourself and stay for long periods. Not anymore. That's how all Psych Hospitals lost their money and went out of business. Stay out of the "hospital". It's not worth it. You might want to look into a Day program. Personally, that was a waste of time for me: quick and poor diagnoses and emphasis put on quick fixes (which doesn't exist).