Overall I have felt better lately for which I am thankful. Somehow today I felt a little sad and melancholy. I don't exactly know why. I was so tired and exhausted today. That may have had something to do with it. At work they had a party for one of our co-workers. I did not feel like "one of the group" at the party. I felt more like an outsider looking in. That was a lonely feeling. I like to come here to this site. I feel more like I belong here with all of you than with people irl.

I also was so tired this morning I could not get to work early like I usually do to start my work. I have extra duties in the morning that are expected of me now so I have to get to the office before everyone else to start.