Was a long time since I wrote this, I feel somewhat ashamed of how my last post sounded, but I guess it is how I felt.
Funny how long it is taking me to get over someone who didn't love me. My counselor said my son is who is saving me right now. I know what she means, I haven't got a choice. Thanks Rose for reminding me of everything... it is easy to forget and it was good to read those replies again....thanks all