Sorry to read your feeling that way 8. I enjoyed are talk the other night. I know I am not on much, but I enjoy when I am on for the most part. Unless having episode. I can't suggest anything others have not stated already. Try to get out and do something different. I made some Italian food tonight just to do something. Did not eat it, but gave me something to do. It distracted me and improved my mood a bit. Can you try a museum or something? Stay safe, thinking about ya,