I can rapid cycles in hours and go on like that for days. I understand not knowing how you felt because I feel every mood imaginable in a 24 hour period. Head usually spins, hurts, confusion, hard to focus, body not sure what to do, then complete exhaustion and still can't sleep, which starts cycle over with anger. I don't take meds at present due to personal reasons, but I wonder at times. I hope you find your answers.