I think you should be seen by a Pdoc . Keep in mind that many Pdocs are not in a hurry to" label "someone Bipolar and that is a good thing, you don't need that label following you around unless its the solid truth.

Most Pdoc's work on treating the symptoms and finding a good treatment plan that you can both agree on, Yes you have a say in your treatment.

Be your own best advocate

Welcome to PC !