No, not that. Had you been born to loving parents who were not at all disgusted by your existence but who did not have the means or desire to spoil you, that would have been perfect, but you were born into wealth and now are searching for purpose.

That, on the merits. On the quality of writing, everything is great - "starving paupers in a far flung land" is a good find - so one wonders what you plan to do with the gift of writing ability to help you become less spoiled and more appreciative/