I am struggling (likely being too hard on myself) because I returned to work to keep busy. However, when one small snag occurred in my day, I burst into tears. I can't be at work and have this happen. My concentration is poor, I am so distracted and so focused on holding it together to get through the day.....obviously it is not working. I don't know how to accept this process. i am aware I need to grieve....but it's overwhelming. I do have my husband and adult kids to lean on.....they are great. I just don't know how to figure out the work think.
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