Hi SeptemberMorn,
Hope your friend has made it to you with the 'Ciggy butts' and hope soon you can get a pack. I know how for me the stress multiplies when in need of a cigarette.
I can relate to the finace situation as well, I am on a fixed income and the end of the month is always the worst. I do hope your hope your son makes the deposit that you need.
Hope things start looking up soon...Until then I will be sure to read your rants...I at times wish I could post some of my rants. Glad you let that out in your rant.
Take Care-Chris
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~KRIS~
(if I didn't help, please know I do honestly have good intentions & speak through personal experiences)
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