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Old Oct 17, 2014, 07:08 AM
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Definitely down in the dumps, so it's taking me a minute to figure these out but five things I can definitely see His hand at work in:

My Caramel salt candle.
My paycheck was larger than normal this week. And I really need that money to pay for my wisdom teeth removal next week.

I have a T who really cares about me in spite of the fact that I always push her away.
I haven't had to wake up early to drop the kids off at school for a long time.

No matter how rough I feel or how everything goes back downhill emotionally, even after a night of crying, cutting and feeling hopeless I feel I always wake up with an immediate thought that i'm thankful to be alive. Not sure why, but I appreciate it.
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