So in school, people will NOT stop touching my stuff. I can't even leave my books down for TWO seconds or else people start picking them up and flip through them and stuff. It like "ends" the world for me, and I can't stand it. There's also people who touch me non-stop. I've told the assistant principal like five million times over the past 3 or 4 years and STILL this girl touches me, my face. Last year she football tacked me out of my seat at lunch, all in "good fun". My glasses got all bent up. One time she punched me in the stomach, "good fun". I went to the Urgent Care because I was afraid she did something to my heart.
And then at home, my mom and dad both harass me CONSTANTLY about each other. My dad and I are against my mom, and that's because my mom treats us like ***** sometimes. She used to hit me when we'd get into fights, and yell at me. One time she was reaching around me trying to punch me in the face, then when I tried to get away she grabbed my arms and pulled me across the laundry room. I hate her for all the times she hit me, I can't get over it. It haunts me everyday. And she handled my anger towards her by DRUGGING ME WITH ANTI DEPRESSANTS from the doctor!!!
I'm having a hard time forgiving her, so between school and this I'm ready to go on a rampage, but obviously I'm not. But I'm afraid because of the drugs my mom put me one, one day I will...
HELP.