I think I certainly didn't think I'd manage to get back into fitness with such a vengeance, that I'd be back at college (!), that I'd be sorta in a place of my own via supported housing, and that I'd have taken up CBT for my OCD, or taking Propranolol for my anxiety. What would I do differently? Maybe nothing, ... I mean, sod it, things might not be perfect, but the crap makes me stronger... RARGH! xD