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Originally Posted by growlycat
OK for example---*trigger warning
My main T thinks that a medical procedure that I had as a kid was poorly handled and left me traumatized. He thinks it is possible that the event felt like an actual rape due to my young age.
So I have other fuzzy memories that worry me, but it could be this medical debacle that recorded "rape" in my brain, and I am having a crossed-wires issue.
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Thanks growlycat. I'm sorry to hear about your experience, but it does give me some comfort to know that not all may be what it seems. I think I just have trouble letting the thoughts go, firstly because there are so many red flag and secondly because my ocd demands that I have certainty about the issue and because I can't find it I'm just repeating myself hoping to get it.