^Yeah not a game I really want to play but do I want to keep SSI? well yeah because realistically I cannot hope to function well enough to work at this point...either way I did get the appointment stuff kind of sorted out so that's good, but still sick of dealing with this place and still do not think the therapy will make much difference. But yeah I don't think any courts or anything would have any grounds to force anything I have been suicidal multiple times but currently that is not quite the case.