Skittles - Congrats on going back to the pdoc. I think it happens to a lot of people. I went to my first pdoc apt 3 months ago and I still haven't taken the medicine she gave me. I like knowing they are sitting in my drawer, but I just don't want to take them. Just take it one day at a time and maybe you can tell your self you're going to try out the meds for awhile and see how it goes.