Yeah achieving the whole mind over matter thing is frightfully easy, and thus frightfully dangerous. Already i've trained my body to abhor calorie counts over 1000, and I practically cringe at anything even near that number. I can never throw anything up, not even if i try. If i eat something out of my "ordinary" then i just feel REALLY sick and wish i could only throw up just to not feel so terrible anymore. I eat a variety of foods (in low quantity..) so i'm not yet "trained" on anything specific. I guess that's a good thing all things considered, but as far as the diet goes it's definitely not.

I started taking my diet pill again today. So far it hasn't affected my mood much. Of course, i only took one so i can't expect anything so soon anyway. I really hope it works...if even to just help me burn the little that i do eat. It's called Propolene...I wonder if it would have more effect if i poured the powder out of the capsule into a liquid and then drank it?