I felt good for a few days, except some pain, I thought my mood was getting better.
My gp just gave me a weird look when I told him my heart flip flops, and walked out. The psych just lets me decide what I should do, and dosn't seem to care either.
My sons are ok, saw my older one today but he seems to be struggling too, I've seen him depressed and he isn't too good right now. Younger is getting a cold and I worry about entero virus, not sure if I spelled that right, he has asthma..... and my mother today was triggering me badly, she was sooooo rude about my younger son, I felt really really negative towards my mom today. I mean, who says to their grandson to shut up because they talk too much when he is just being happy to see his older brother? And she said "listening to you is boring, I wouldn't want to listen to you if you talk like that all the time"... he was laughing and having fun with his brother. My mom is the most insensitive negative person .....it reminded me of how she looked at me when I was a kid, with that same disgust in her eyes, an evil look, grinding her teeth like she wants to slap the **** out of him... sorry, vented