Thank you everyone... I'm not sure what the most difficult part is. I guess the frustration and irritation, feeling like my thoughts are screaming at me. The fact that I get so irritated with my little girl just being a two year old. I feel like my nerves are just shot all the time

I went to my med doctor yesterday. The night that I wrote this I actually wrote out a list of everything I could think of. She said it was very helpful to her... I'm in the process of doubling my lamotrigine to 400mg and she added ambien becsuse she said I really need to get some sleep.

Thank you everyone, I'm glad I'm not alone