I was happy 10 minutes ago. Now I am so depressed. I feel like whenever I see people I just slip a smiling mask over my face, and once I take it off I'm crying. I wish I could just sleep all day. I don't know how to word this, but I just feel this coldness that creeps over me, when I take off the mask. It starts on the inside and just lingers all day. It holds me down and follows me everywhere.