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Originally Posted by ManOfConstantSorrow
I used to live in my head when younger, and in retrospect perhaps it was just a way to process a world to which as young man I had limited experience of and understanding.
Do we not all put on a bit of a front of what we would like to be (actually this might just be me)?
Boys of course are quite scary, but they are pretty bewildered and scared of you too, truth be known - give it time, nature will take its course!
Its a good idea to take a regular break from 'head living' to do something nice - you are free and young for heaven's sake!
And another thing - when you live in your head things go round and round so it is good to write them down and get them out of your head so you can move on to something else - diary, letters, emails to best friends - perhaps you already do this.
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I am tearing up lol. It's just very very hard. I HONESTLY don't think many people do this in my college. To be in your head SO SO much. I feel not normal. I feel like a freak. I haven't really met anyone who is DEEEPP inside their head like me and if I have, I start to feel pity and a little bit of anger towards them because they feel not good enough and etc.
I do write on my phones under Notes. If I had not deleted my notes from the very start of writing them, I would probably have like 200 notes. I write so many and I don't know why I think so much. It sucks. I also write in my journal sometimes too.