Okay i quit. I'm done trying to eat more, work less. I just plain quit. It's depressing me so much to be eating this much, can't do it anymore. I keep seeing fat and feeling fat and the bloated stomach that no one else ever notices, all the while knowing that I could get rid of it. Well, now I am going to. Maybe to reduce the strain on my body i'll exercise less, my legs are getting too muscular for my taste anyway...i want them to be thin not strong. Less calories taken in, less burned...maybe i'll even hit some middle ground here.