Hey everyone out there I'm writing this with a very heavy heart.
I have Been molested by my step Dad since I was 12.
I told my mom about it she did not believe me and told me never to come with an issue like this to her . If anything I expected my mom to believe me.
It continued everyone undermines my situation especially the psychiatrists and tell me ppl have been through worse and I must move on.
How can I move on when the person who molested me is living under the same roof as me? Can any girl Live under the same roof with the man who molested or raped them?
I can't get this man into jail because no1 in the house will support me and will tell the police that he is innocent. Plus he is very influential and will get out of jail in a day .
My mom who now believes Me about what he has done. She tells me I'm the person who has eaten her life and caused her distress throughout.
Till now she led me to believe that the step Dad is my real Dad and will never tell me the truth about my real Dad. My real Dad expired when I was a kid. I was conceived because of an extra marital affair so all in all I'm just another mistake of her life.I mean she tells me you know that she wishes I wasn't born. I wish my tears mean something to someone out there.
I wish my real dad was around he died and I know nothing about him. I just have his initials E M. It's not much to go on but. hopefully I get to know something about him .
I don't have a job also if I had that probably I could move out.
But then again I think to myself it started I was 12 I'm 18 now and I've not known what is happiness since then.
In these years of my life I have been molested, seen my mom in bed with another man and have been blamed for all their indiscretions.
How can life be so cruel is my question .
If anything I want to get out of here but it's impossible.