like they said normal is a relative concept .......how u define it is only your way everyone else it is something else completely the best way anyone has ever put it was my little brother u think outside the box down the hallway turn left and go tho 3 doors i spent many many years trying to figure out what is different in the thinking patterns of ppl not like me it comes down to the variables we account for more of them and it alters the thinking for us .......we can think anyway where they can only think one way this is a curse and a blessing here is something to help u out (would not let me post the link yet as i am new ) but google this albert enstine bi polar they might call us sick or crazy but we are in some of the best company to have ever lived