I guess you're right. Positivity might not be a cure but I feel I have no other choice. Either stay positive & have hope even in rough times OR feel depressed & suicidal. I am not exaggerating, that is my way of thinking and it sucks. Yes it doesn't matter what others think of you but that doesn't mean that people will continue to hangout with someone who is depressing them. It's not a good energy to be surrounded with. Although that person might not care what I think, I would probably feel a little discomfort around someone who is showing those feelings all the time.