I feel so guilty.
My two sisters came to celebrate my birthday. They were here for about three hours. We went for lunch and then a nice beach walk and then back to my house for tea and cake.
And then they talked & talked & talked. I just wanted to run away.
I really can't tolerate being around anyone for any length of time. The only thing I could do was kind of just sit back and not participate and try to calm down. They will leave. I had to keep telling myself that. And now I just feel exhausted and guilty. I feel so bad.