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Originally Posted by Mattmx
This sounds like what a lot of people struggle with in their teenage years. You're at that point in life where a lot of doors open and you're trying to find yourself. Also, you could work on your self confidence, because that's a lot of the reason people change who they are around others. They feel that the person they are isn't going to meet approval. I'd say you're experiencing a bit of both of these things, but a lot of it sounds only natural, at least to me.
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Thank you. I feel more normal. I just feel like a freak that I can completely change who I am and be completely aware of it. It scares me bc it seems abnormal and it also stresses me out that I go through measures to try and please someone else.
I am working on being more comfortable with who I am even though I don't even know. It's like a walk in closet room. There are so many choices (personalities) to choose from and I don't know who I AM. Am I outspoken or no. Am I flirty or no. I honestly can't tell! Am am I a sweet person deep down or am I actually just as nice as everyone else in the world? Am I funny or no. Am I extremely sensitive or just have a normal about of sensitivity. Am I a chill down to earth girl or not that? Am I a mean person to people who treat me bad or do I be nice to them?
It gets so hard. Thanks for your reply.