Hiya,

I am trying to prepare for an MA course by doing the introductory reading, I am currently waiting to be tested for Asperger Syndrome, and I can already feel extremely overloaded after mentally digesting some text and physically exhausted from the anxiety of failing and not taking the right notes.

Therapy does not work

This feeling is very uncomfortable and it has made me very ill already, has anybody got advice about ways to decrease this feeling?

Otherwise I can't get any work done.
I am feeling angry because of what I have to experience.
I want to know if it is okay to need more time to mentally prepare for this new part of my life, university was hellish and I really want to continue studying, but feel that I am not able to be as consistent as others. Which also gets me down, a lot.

Thanks