Dont feel bad Jean, when we don't feel well it's so hard to be the life and soul of the party. Do they know anthing about your MH. It can be hardest talking to nearest and dearest. Please don't feel guilty, I know what it's like not to be able to converse, and wishing you could curl up and die. That's the worst thing about MH problems, nobody can see the damage inside. Don't be so hard on yourself. Jean needs to cut herslf some slack....

Best wishes