Sorry you feel so bad. It is some what depressing when no one writes you. I had that conversation the other evening. I see many ppl on here, but very little respond or seem to take part. I believe many ppl observe and are in either pain or scared to write. At least that is what I am thinking. It helps me move on. I am glad you are resting and trying. Hang in there. This to will pass. I'll be thinking of ya.