fanora
I am so sorry that this is happening to you. there are people out there who will believe you even if your family doesn't. please report this. you are not at fault for your mothers unhappiness or bad choices so please do not believe what she tells you. abuse is not something you can just forget about and get over. you need professional help. please try and find a way to get in to see a therapist. you are an innocent victim in all of this. take care