Please understand, knowing yourself is a life long journey. There will be some aspects of yourself that you will never truly understand or know but that's ok and only human.

I think you are thinking too much into it and what really needs to be addressed is your confidence.

Do you feel comfortable putting these acts on for people? If you act in a way to please someone that goes against something you believe in or that you believe is wrong, in itself is wrong and unhealthy.

You are in need of some soul searching. The answers are in there and you have to trust what feels right and comfortable.

When you feel you are 'acting' what parts of the acting do you like, what feels natural?

Tell me this, think of something you have an opinion on, like should there be a death penalty? Do your opinions and likes also change to fit a person or group?

For me, I have a set of beliefs, morals and sense of right and wrong. Although I am able to change my personality to fit who I am with (loud and funny or quiet and withdrawn) my basic core does not change.

Do you have your own set of morals, beliefs and sense of right from wrong?

We all have characters to choose from, I have a character for my mum and dad, I have the real relaxed me when I am with my hubby and then I have my character with other ppl I know. The thing is, all these characters ARE ME, or at least a part of me.