. I missed you!!!!

You mean a lot to me. You scared me!

Your not consuming things that "less fortunate people need." You are not getting the proper care from your team. You really could benefit from group or partial hospitalization (solely for the support and new faces). I really feel like you need a fresh start. I really feel you need a brake. This can change for you. There is a lot of times I don't take my life for fear of ending up in the hospital.

If you find why you lost it maybe it can be fixed or improved upon.