Don't stop seeking help from a therapist or I personally believe, a psychiatrist which is what I have. Can a therapist issue medications? I'm a believer in medications. Personally I can not believe all these people, or even a few, have any idea what you are thinking. It's just not possible. Maybe you're at a restaurant and at your table you knock something off your table, and they can see you are feeling upset, but still they can not tell what you're thinking about. If you jumped up and starting cursing, they would have a better idea. I like such people who do not let it upset them, and just smile. However all the many facial expressions can give people a hint, but reading you're brain is for God only.