I don't do it for the fun of it, I most of the time do it for to get my body to chill out whether it is fun or not. If I don't enjoy it, I'll do it with someone consenually even if they like what I'm doing. I do it for the other person's pleasure and hoping they take all mine away. I've had this persistent high libido issue since ever. I don't know how to stop it. It's like the hardest thing to stop. I am going to talk to my therapist about this, because I have done it all, what I was suggested about it when I did bring it up and sheer will power, and when I held it in for a month or more. It was so painful starting or stopping. It can make me throw up.