Come join us in the BPD forums if you like.

It would probably be best to avoid one of those "do you think I'm" posts. There really isn't anything we can do in that respect but if you can relate to what you're reading then you're input is certainly welcome (as far as I'm concerned anyway) and if we can relate I'm sure you will also find support.

I know that I can relate to your feelings on not being able to open up.